"you can say my name.all ill hear is music" lyrics

I'll use the blunt to burn my face
Can't concentrate, because your waist
I'll use the drugs, to ease the pain
I'll hide my face then, run away
Not scared of death, scared for the day
That you will need me, but I decay
Not scared of death, but I'm scared in ways
That I cannot seem to explain

As the reaper's getting closer, I'll make a toast about our love
Truly I don't need the most, but I promise I'm dyin' young
And when I'm gone don't make a post, please put my ashes in a blunt
Smoke me away to outer space, I hope my dad is [?] his son

Percocets, my body buzzed, mixed with the mud, cup overflow
And I walk alone and hope I croak red styrofoam, it stains my clothes
[?] 100 miles until I'm home, 100 miles until I'm gone
It's been awhile, your tears have froze
Fall upon, into my arms, and all my songs you still listen to
My hate is gone, my nose is clogged, I love the drip from this shoe
And maybe if you would've let me know the root of the issue
Then maybe we would still be together, and I wouldn't miss you

I'll use the blunt to burn my face
Can't concentrate, because you're waste
I'll use the drugs, to ease the pain
I'll hide my face then, run away
Not scared of death, scared for the day
That you will need me, but I decay
Not scared of death, but I'm scared in ways
That I cannot seem to explain

So pull my heart right out of, right out of my chest again
The crucial part is that this never was supposed to end
And if I start OD'ing baby will you hold my hand?
I know you're scared, this isn't fun, no gossip with yo friends