"play this as I get laid to rest" lyrics

'Cause, baby, I know, baby, I know, baby, I know
That you don't want me to go, but I think it's 'bout to be my time
'Cause, baby, I know, baby, I know, baby, I know
That you don't want me to go, but I think it's 'bout to be my time

My sins that weigh on me were too heavy
I think I'm ready to go
I hope you feel the fuckin' pain in all the words that I spoke
Thought it never end that way, but it did
We're just a couple fuckin' kids, in love
I hope I'm done with this chick
All the money that I'm makin' never fill this fuckin' void
I was used just like a toy, I truly hope that you fuckin' die

(Baby, I know, baby, I know)
'Cause, baby, I know, baby, I know, baby, I know
That you don't want me to go, but I think it's 'bout to be my time

I can't get all these thoughts out my fuckin' head
Feel 'em weigh heavy
Told them play this as I get laid to rest
'Cause I'm fuckin' disgusted
Feel like I'm in it for nothing
There ain't no peace inside my head
Grab the blade get to cuttin' (yeah)
Yeah, the pill don't do shit
How could I forget all the damage you did to my mind
I will never love again (yeah)