"Six Feet" lyrics

Is that blood on my hands? It depends who you ask
Is there love where I stand? I know that's for a fact
What is love to a man who never gave that shit back?
Who never saw it past his vision? But his ego intact
I spend my lease on these tracks, I was left speechless when facts
Just always seem to come back and amount they seeming to crash
What I always I always knew is truth and would I always stride the beat?
So who you think these lyrics 'bout? Go play it loud 'cause it was me

But he told me, I can't find what I seek
Lost inside since last week
You took back my everything
Took everything I ever wanted
This seems, way more than I can handle when I'm six feet
Then borderline forever, but now, I'm free
Freer than I even been
You haunt me? Can't haunt me anymore

I was too afraid of losin', I had money on my mind
I had ambition 'fore I should've had it, waitin' for my time
Was just another kid who act dramatic, actin' out his lies
And he felt pain, but tried to hide it, so it turned into a fire
And it's probably gon' burn forever, so had to learn to let it
Let some go, you earn respect, by letting go
Till all you left with some you ain't ready for, but ready for it? You ready, set
You won the way, but here before, you what it's gon' take to get?
The mindset had to change, vision lost, out of frame
What it cost? He insane, at least that's what they seem to claim
The easy way the hardest, so I chose that other side
I know it turned me to a Carter, see that pain, look in my eyes
But now, I ain't afraid to die, but now I ain't afraid to climb
The highest point up in my mind, but I could use a reason why
And I ain't heard too many cries at night, that seem to keep me stressed
But I got something in my heart that I just needed off my chest

But he told me, I can't find what I seek
Lost inside since last week
You took back my everything
Took everything I ever wanted
This seems, way more than I can handle when I'm six feet
Then borderline forever, but now, I'm free
Freer than I even been
You haunt me? Can't haunt me anymore

'Cause I'm free, freer than I ever been
And now I see, seeing why you chose another long week
And I told you, "I love you"
But it haunt me, won't haunt me anymore