"Hole In Your Head" lyrics

I don't really care about the fame and the lights
You know that it's fake as fuck when everybody nice
I don't gotta be the one that anybody likes
I'm already on my lonely get the fuck out of my face like
I've been doin' better when operating alone
Shit up in my head I been living with tryin' to cope
I burnt every bridge that would ever lead to a home
And I said I'd build 'em back like I really mean it but don't
I can feel the monster start to creep up here inside again
And therapy don't work if you don't do the work
I tried but then I took the plight to paper
Painted pictures started poppin'
With the pain projected pried the piece
And put it through the process
Plus I prolly picked the perfect path to prey on my potential
Now I need a priest to properly pry me from all these pencils
Pressure peaking and they're judgin' every move that I been makin'
All these counterfeits pretending that I'm not the one you hate

I know that you want to forget
I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end
I'm the lost innocence
Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head

Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget
Living inside, I am the hole in your head
A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit)
I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin)
And you can try but you will never be whole again
Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget
I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head

So give me no applause (N-no)
Tell me all the things you really wanna say if you were honest
But I know you're not, I think I know the plot (What?)
Keep on smiling just to hide the jealousy that keeps on building
While you take your shot
Ne-never subtle I turn a city to rubble
I'm stepping down where I want to
And never concerned about who wanna talk
'Cause I'll just cut you and anyone bringing trouble
Consider it my rebuttal when I hit you with the double
Yeah, I did this on my own and I don't need the love (Need the love)
You keep watching me do it, I know it eats you up
So keep on doubting, I know it's gotta be gettin' old
Seeing me in your thoughts when you're alone

I know that you want to forget
I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end
I'm the lost innocence
Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head

Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget
Living inside, I am the hole in your head
A constant reminder while you're all on my shit
I am the one that's getting under your skin
And you can try but you will never be whole again
Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget
I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head

(But you will never be whole again)
Fuck you, watch!

Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget
Living inside, I am the hole in your head
A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit)
I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin)
And you can try but you will never be whole again
Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget
I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head