"Pressure" lyrics
I got people talkin' like they know me, but they never did
Haunted by a past, demons takin' up a residence
Hesitant, anyone who love me, I been questioning
Evidence, think I need it, show me where the blessing's been
In the trenches, got a war I'm battling inside (Yeah)
Say you got my back, but man, I'm bleeding on your knife (Yeah)
I've got people shakin' hands that wanna see me die
Stressin', got me sweating, paranoid, I'm up at night (Woo)
I know that they're waiting on me to drop
And wanna see me bleed, but I've got evil thoughts
That give deadly threats, I don't get to rest
If I ever do, well, I just get depressed
I've got too much on my plate, wanna run away
Thought I'd make it, but I can't hold the weight
And I'm standin', got one foot in the grave
And I'm 'bout to slip, any fuckin' day
I know they'll be happy for me, never
And I'm probably gonna feel like this forever
They said once you make it here, it'll be better
But I used to be so numb, now all I feel is pressure
Pressure, a-a-all I feel is pressure
When everything I worked for that I love
Goes wrong and weighs down and piles up
Maybe I'll be fucked up forever
Maybe it's just too much pressure
This road is so lonely, waves come crashing on me
I don't think you know me
Y'all just talk while I waste away slowly
Yeah, lookin' like, what have I done?
I thought I was dreaming
I was just lettin' down all of the ones that I love (Yeah)
Nothing is ever enough, you need the views, you need the songs
You need to balance the different personas and keep off the drugs
And hold it together, pretend that you're normal
While everyone watching is loading their guns
I can feel the dark consuming, got me 'bout to lose it
When will they see that I'm a fake? I don't know what I'm doing
When you blow up, they don't mention the things around it ruins
On the edge, and now my head is sayin', "Fuckin' do it"
I know they'll be happy for me, never
And I'm probably gonna feel like this forever
They keep saying, "You'll be happy when you get here"
I got all that I want, but all I feel is pressure
Pressure, a-a-all I feel is pressure
When everything I worked for that I love
Goes wrong and weighs down and piles up
Maybe I'll be fucked up forever
Maybe it's just too much pressure
A-a-all I feel is pressure
Haunted by a past, demons takin' up a residence
Hesitant, anyone who love me, I been questioning
Evidence, think I need it, show me where the blessing's been
In the trenches, got a war I'm battling inside (Yeah)
Say you got my back, but man, I'm bleeding on your knife (Yeah)
I've got people shakin' hands that wanna see me die
Stressin', got me sweating, paranoid, I'm up at night (Woo)
I know that they're waiting on me to drop
And wanna see me bleed, but I've got evil thoughts
That give deadly threats, I don't get to rest
If I ever do, well, I just get depressed
I've got too much on my plate, wanna run away
Thought I'd make it, but I can't hold the weight
And I'm standin', got one foot in the grave
And I'm 'bout to slip, any fuckin' day
I know they'll be happy for me, never
And I'm probably gonna feel like this forever
They said once you make it here, it'll be better
But I used to be so numb, now all I feel is pressure
Pressure, a-a-all I feel is pressure
When everything I worked for that I love
Goes wrong and weighs down and piles up
Maybe I'll be fucked up forever
Maybe it's just too much pressure
This road is so lonely, waves come crashing on me
I don't think you know me
Y'all just talk while I waste away slowly
Yeah, lookin' like, what have I done?
I thought I was dreaming
I was just lettin' down all of the ones that I love (Yeah)
Nothing is ever enough, you need the views, you need the songs
You need to balance the different personas and keep off the drugs
And hold it together, pretend that you're normal
While everyone watching is loading their guns
I can feel the dark consuming, got me 'bout to lose it
When will they see that I'm a fake? I don't know what I'm doing
When you blow up, they don't mention the things around it ruins
On the edge, and now my head is sayin', "Fuckin' do it"
I know they'll be happy for me, never
And I'm probably gonna feel like this forever
They keep saying, "You'll be happy when you get here"
I got all that I want, but all I feel is pressure
Pressure, a-a-all I feel is pressure
When everything I worked for that I love
Goes wrong and weighs down and piles up
Maybe I'll be fucked up forever
Maybe it's just too much pressure
A-a-all I feel is pressure
