"WASTED" lyrics

I been sick of feeling in the way
Waiting while my life never falls into place
Wishing everything didn't taste
So bitter when it sounds so sweet when you say that

This is life, everybody fucked up saying it's alright
But the wall's too quick, now you're stuck inside
An attempt to commit social suicide

I'm bottom pound, just give me the choice to take
Like if this gets me high enough I'll finally have some space
Or just some distance from these problems I don't wanna face
That gets so far from all this shit that no one stop to say
How the fuck you feeling?
I ain't really dealing with this shit too well
I'm not a demon, I'm a person tryna get through hell
You only wanna hear me out until it gets too real
The truth is bitter as the coating on these little pills, yeah

I been sick of feeling in the way
Waiting while my life never falls into place
Wishing everything didn't taste
So bitter when it sounds so sweet when you say

Everyone that I know
Has fallen back into hell
I'm out on my own
It's going right down the drain
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
You're leaving me wasted

I don't wanna feel like I should give up
But everyone I love is so fucked up
Always tryna fill up my cup
I'll be pushing daisies until I erupt

The shame I feel when I explode
Watch me burn [?]
The shame I feel when I explode
Like a love that you need that don't ever get old

Everyone I love is fucked up

Everyone that I know
Has fallen back into hell
I'm out on my own
It's going right down the drain
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
You're leaving me wasted