"Need Change Soon" lyrics

Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
And I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm starting to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight

Tell me that I'm worth something, can you tell me I ain't bad?
'Cause I'm so tired of feeling like I'm really just a mirror to my past
I'm tired of being broken, I'm tired of being bad
Can someone show me how to do this shit? I'm tired of singing 'bout being sad
And the way I've been taking drugs, it's obvious, I won't be everlasting
I know it don't fucking help, I was just sober and steady last week
What the fuck happened? I guess I'm relapsing
Drugs in the backseat, I'll see you in passing, don't put it past me

Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
And I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm starting to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
And I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm starting to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight

When these lights go out and this hype all crash
Will you love me still? Even though I'm like my dad
I'm so tired of being sick, type of shit a bag won't fix
But I wouldn't mind getting rich, I'm so tired of this shit
I'm starting to think that I'm broken, and that fame might be lonely
I've been getting high as fuck, I can't get high as y'all be
Maybe I'll get there one day, maybe I won't, I'm coasting
"Don't live life like me, chasing this high," my mom always told me

Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
And I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm starting to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
And I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm starting to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight

Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
And I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm starting to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight

Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
And I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm starting to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight