"Need Change Soon" lyrics
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Tell me that I'm worth somethin', can you tell me I ain't bad?
'Cause I'm so tired of feeling like I'm really just a mirror to my past
I'm tired of being broken, I'm tired of being bad
Can someone show me how to do this shit? I'm tired of singing 'bout being sad
And the way I've been taking drugs, it's obvious, I won't be everlasting
I know it don't fucking help, I was just sober and steady last week
What the fuck happened?
I guess I'm relapsing, drugs in the backseat
I'll see you in passing, don't put it past me
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
When these lights go out and this high-ball crash
Will you love me still? Even though I'm like my dad
I'm so tired of being sick
Type of shit a bag won't fix
But I wouldn't mind gettin' rich
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm startin' to think that I'm broken
And that fame might be lonely
I've been gettin' high as fuck, I can't get high as your homie
Maybe I'll get there one day, maybe I won't, I'm coastin'
"Don't live life like me, chasing this high," my mom always told me
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Tell me that I'm worth somethin', can you tell me I ain't bad?
'Cause I'm so tired of feeling like I'm really just a mirror to my past
I'm tired of being broken, I'm tired of being bad
Can someone show me how to do this shit? I'm tired of singing 'bout being sad
And the way I've been taking drugs, it's obvious, I won't be everlasting
I know it don't fucking help, I was just sober and steady last week
What the fuck happened?
I guess I'm relapsing, drugs in the backseat
I'll see you in passing, don't put it past me
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
When these lights go out and this high-ball crash
Will you love me still? Even though I'm like my dad
I'm so tired of being sick
Type of shit a bag won't fix
But I wouldn't mind gettin' rich
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm startin' to think that I'm broken
And that fame might be lonely
I've been gettin' high as fuck, I can't get high as your homie
Maybe I'll get there one day, maybe I won't, I'm coastin'
"Don't live life like me, chasing this high," my mom always told me
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
Can't get out my room, can't get out my bed
I need change soon, can't get out my head
Now I remember what you said, but I got demons at my neck
And I'm startin' to lose that fight
I can't go outside tonight
