"Can't End Myself" lyrics
This is a tale
A long forgotten tale of wicked mayhem
A man whose own personal Hell was his own life on earth
So therefore, in Hell, he was granted just that:
Eternal life on earth
I shot my wife in the head. I blamed the bitch for everything
She's the reason I failed. It's 'cause of her I ain't a king
I tried to carry on; I couldn't. My decision: suicide
I put the shotgun in my mouth and with my toe put two inside
I felt my world shake. I felt my thoughts catch on fire
My skull exploded in my head. Tremendous pain was acquired
My body hit the floor. I felt cool air hit my brain
All the same, I still remain. My pulse maintain
I ran into the bathroom. I checked myself in the mirror
I had a bloody mouth, and plus the back of my head wasn't there
I'm steady bleeding. I started freaking, ran and jumped through the glass
Some thirty feet into the driveway. I smashed at last, I passed
But not so fast. I'm still alive, and I'm driving
I thought about giving it up and going to a hospital
But then I seen a truck coming. Fuck it. I hit the bitch dead on
I walked away minus my head and an arm
I can't end myself
('nitruh m'I .deyonna tog I litnu ssa tuo tihs gnikcuf rehtom eht dewalc tI .yot a ekil ydob ym koohs dna edis ym no swal sti dekcol tI .noil a deppals-hctib pu thgiarts dna ooz eht otni llaw a deppoh I ?gniyd em dna em htiw pu s'tahW)
I have no head
No fuckin' head!
People are trippin' on me. I'm looking like the living dead
I can't explain my situation 'cause I have no fucking head
I just keep trying to die. What's up with me and me dying?
I hopped a wall into the zoo and straight up bitch-slapped a lion
It locked its laws on my side and shook my body like a toy
It clawed the mother fucking shit out my ass 'til it got annoyed
I'm hurtin' heavy now. I took some sedatives to relax
About two hundred Xanax and passed out on the train tracks
I scored some Anthrax. I rocked it up and did a few lines
I smoked it up and tried to shoot it in my neck a few times
I'm trying to talk through my neck hole, but everybody's runnin'
It's only gurgles, and all this fucking blood won't stop comin'
I got into the bathtub and cut my legs off with a saw
I tried to bleed to death, but it filled the tub, more blood than I ever saw
Won't stop comin'. My heartbeat won't stop drummin', I'm bummin'
I'm just a headless paraplegic on a skateboard. Help, someone
I'm trying to end myself (End myself)
('nitruh m'I .deyonna tog I litnu ssa tuo tihs gnikcuf rehtom eht dewalc tI .yot a ekil ydob ym koohs dna edis ym no swal sti dekcol tI .noil a deppals-hctib pu thgiarts dna ooz eht otni llaw a deppoh I ?gniyd em dna em htiw pu s'tahW)
No legs
No fuckin' head
One arm left, on a skateboard
Still got my arm, and I'm scootin', people givin' my ass a bootin'
Thank God these slutty-ass hooker hoes be out here prostitutin'
I got my dick sucked, I gave the bitch a rock of the Anthrax
She smoked that shit, and her heart exploded, fuckin' blew out her back
I tried to scoot along, but a big stray dog locked onto my arm
And then it dragged me to a dumpster with about fifteen more of them
And I was punchin' on 'em. I ain't gonna die, and they bitin' my ass
I found a beer bottle. I broke it and started stabbin' 'em with the glass
I pull myself on, grab the bumper of a passing Grenada
I'm hangin' it, draggin' rocks and gravel, hurting a lot
I'm about to fall out. We hit a corner, and I hit a tree hard
And with my broken-ass arm, I crawled into somebody's yard
And in the shed, I found a wood chipper. I thought, "This is it"
I pulled it out and got it runnin' and climbed into that bitch
And now I can't explain the horror or the pain. I'm still here
But I feel myself being eaten by the maggots, each piece, everywhere
SuseJ says, Lord, I stand at the door and knock
Yadot traeh ruoy fo rood eht no gnikconk si suseJ
Therefore shall be ashamed of me
And of my words
My words, uh, in this a-
And sinful generation
And sinful
Of him also
A long forgotten tale of wicked mayhem
A man whose own personal Hell was his own life on earth
So therefore, in Hell, he was granted just that:
Eternal life on earth
I shot my wife in the head. I blamed the bitch for everything
She's the reason I failed. It's 'cause of her I ain't a king
I tried to carry on; I couldn't. My decision: suicide
I put the shotgun in my mouth and with my toe put two inside
I felt my world shake. I felt my thoughts catch on fire
My skull exploded in my head. Tremendous pain was acquired
My body hit the floor. I felt cool air hit my brain
All the same, I still remain. My pulse maintain
I ran into the bathroom. I checked myself in the mirror
I had a bloody mouth, and plus the back of my head wasn't there
I'm steady bleeding. I started freaking, ran and jumped through the glass
Some thirty feet into the driveway. I smashed at last, I passed
But not so fast. I'm still alive, and I'm driving
I thought about giving it up and going to a hospital
But then I seen a truck coming. Fuck it. I hit the bitch dead on
I walked away minus my head and an arm
I can't end myself
('nitruh m'I .deyonna tog I litnu ssa tuo tihs gnikcuf rehtom eht dewalc tI .yot a ekil ydob ym koohs dna edis ym no swal sti dekcol tI .noil a deppals-hctib pu thgiarts dna ooz eht otni llaw a deppoh I ?gniyd em dna em htiw pu s'tahW)
I have no head
No fuckin' head!
People are trippin' on me. I'm looking like the living dead
I can't explain my situation 'cause I have no fucking head
I just keep trying to die. What's up with me and me dying?
I hopped a wall into the zoo and straight up bitch-slapped a lion
It locked its laws on my side and shook my body like a toy
It clawed the mother fucking shit out my ass 'til it got annoyed
I'm hurtin' heavy now. I took some sedatives to relax
About two hundred Xanax and passed out on the train tracks
I scored some Anthrax. I rocked it up and did a few lines
I smoked it up and tried to shoot it in my neck a few times
I'm trying to talk through my neck hole, but everybody's runnin'
It's only gurgles, and all this fucking blood won't stop comin'
I got into the bathtub and cut my legs off with a saw
I tried to bleed to death, but it filled the tub, more blood than I ever saw
Won't stop comin'. My heartbeat won't stop drummin', I'm bummin'
I'm just a headless paraplegic on a skateboard. Help, someone
I'm trying to end myself (End myself)
('nitruh m'I .deyonna tog I litnu ssa tuo tihs gnikcuf rehtom eht dewalc tI .yot a ekil ydob ym koohs dna edis ym no swal sti dekcol tI .noil a deppals-hctib pu thgiarts dna ooz eht otni llaw a deppoh I ?gniyd em dna em htiw pu s'tahW)
No legs
No fuckin' head
One arm left, on a skateboard
Still got my arm, and I'm scootin', people givin' my ass a bootin'
Thank God these slutty-ass hooker hoes be out here prostitutin'
I got my dick sucked, I gave the bitch a rock of the Anthrax
She smoked that shit, and her heart exploded, fuckin' blew out her back
I tried to scoot along, but a big stray dog locked onto my arm
And then it dragged me to a dumpster with about fifteen more of them
And I was punchin' on 'em. I ain't gonna die, and they bitin' my ass
I found a beer bottle. I broke it and started stabbin' 'em with the glass
I pull myself on, grab the bumper of a passing Grenada
I'm hangin' it, draggin' rocks and gravel, hurting a lot
I'm about to fall out. We hit a corner, and I hit a tree hard
And with my broken-ass arm, I crawled into somebody's yard
And in the shed, I found a wood chipper. I thought, "This is it"
I pulled it out and got it runnin' and climbed into that bitch
And now I can't explain the horror or the pain. I'm still here
But I feel myself being eaten by the maggots, each piece, everywhere
SuseJ says, Lord, I stand at the door and knock
Yadot traeh ruoy fo rood eht no gnikconk si suseJ
Therefore shall be ashamed of me
And of my words
My words, uh, in this a-
And sinful generation
And sinful
Of him also
