"addiction" lyrics

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Told myself that someday it'll be

I told myself that someday it'll be better than it is
And I'm not there yet, but I'm closing in soon
I told myself that someday we won't have to play pretend
And a lot has changed, but I can't escape you

You're in my brain like every second
I try so hard to just forget it
But it's not that easy
It's not that easy
My friends and family wouldn't get it
I tell myself I'm not dependent
But it's not that easy
It's not that easy

I told myself that someday it'll be better than it is
And I'm not there yet, but I'm closing in soon
I told myself that someday we won't have to play pretend
And a lot has changed, but I can't escape you