"a letter of apology" lyrics

That doesn't seem like a realistic reason to be afraid

All I ever wanted was a chance
All I ever wanted was to dance with you
And nothing went according to the plan
But fuck it, I would never just abandon you
I thought that I was doing what I had to do
I feel like I've been losing every avenue
I'm sorry for the way that I can't let you go

It's my fault, so I lied
And I'm wrong, so you're right
And I hope that you don't mind that I might think of you as mine
And you tried your best in every way you could
It doesn't make a difference, but if I could change I would
If I could tell you everything's alright, that drugs don't make a difference
Would I still be in your life?
Or would you know that somehow it's a lie?
That I had turned back time, cause without you I don't feel right (it's my fault)

All I ever wanted was a chance
All I ever wanted was to dance with you
And nothing went according to the plan
But fuck it, I would never just abandon you
I thought that I was doing what I had to do
I feel like I've been losing every avenue
I'm sorry for the way that I can't let you go

It's my fault, so I lied
And I'm wrong, so you're right
And I hope that you don't mind that I might think of you as mine