"boyfriend" lyrics

And it all comes back to me
In the worst way, really
In the worst way
And could you tell I didn't want you to leave?
In the first place, really
In the first place
And this town's so different lately
I can't take it, its all way too much
I wish I could be your boyfriend maybe
I wish everything I loved didn't break at the touch

Do you believe I'm the right person
At the wrong time?
I know that you're not mine now
I don't got time for regrets anymore
If you lied, I'd rather that I just don't find out
It's just pointless, I sit in my room all the time making noises
And all of these people started handing me choices
I can't make friends 'cause my ego's enormous
I wish I could force it, I can't

Wish I could grab hold of your hand
I wish I could tell you I'm not narcissistic, I am
And all of my life's been a sham
And nothing went according to plan in the end, God damn

And it all comes back to me
In the worst way, really
In the worst way
And could you tell I didn't want you to leave?
In the first place, really
In the first place
And this town's so different lately
I can't take it, its all way too much
I wish I could be your boyfriend maybe
I wish everything I loved didn't break at the touch