"insecure" lyrics

I'm insecure and I don't know why
I make it right but it all goes wrong
I wish that I could see through your eyes
I wish that I could have a place in your heart

But I don't, and it's fine
And it's all good
And if I could rewind, don't think I would
When you look him in the eyes do you see me?
When you hold him in your arms is it easy?
Must be easier than me
I wish I could make myself what you needed me to be
Cigarettes all in my pocket
It's not easy for me to breathe
I could never tell them the truth
I could never show you my teeth

I'm insecure and they all know why (Oh, oh)
I make it right but it all goes wrong (So wrong)
I can't believe I fell in love with your eyes
I can't believe I lost my place in your heart
Is it easy? (Is it easy?)
Is it easier than me?
Is it easy? (Is it easy?)
Is it easier than me?
Is it easy? (Is it easy?)
Is it easier than me?
You can tell me the truth, is he easier than me?

That doesn't seem like a realistic reason to be afraid