"haunting me all the time" lyrics

I can't stare at this wall all morning
I used to be so good at ignoring
Put on my makeup put on my necklace
And then I throw up all my breakfast

I get in my car
Can't find a playlist
To try to drown out
Just what you did
They say forgive and forget

But it's haunting me all the time
It's haunting me every night
Every time I close my eyes
It's haunting me all the time

I can't stare at my phone all morning
I used to be so good at performing
Turn off the lights and I close the curtains
I just wanna be a different person

Try to leave the house but it all feels wrong
Something I can't talk about so I'm writing a song
They keep telling me that I'm strong

But it's haunting me all the time
It's haunting me every night
Every time I close my eyes
It's haunting me all the time