"this is gonna kill me" lyrics

Delete your number from my favorites
Cause I'm not your favorite anymore
Been doing all the things you hated
Cause you're not there to get annoyed

I took your things out of my room
Changed your name in my phone
Like you were never even here
Like I was always alone
Listening to breakup songs on the speaker that you gave me
Just a few months before

Was it too much work just loving me
When did you stop wanting me
I've been through things before
But this is gonna kill me

And I keep checking your location
Can't bring myself to turn it off
You're working late again
I scream into my pillow so I don't wake anyone up

I just keep picturing your face when
I know you weren't coming back
You say you love me like you hate it
I've never seen you like that

And I think I'll spend forever getting over you
If that's even something I can do
And I know I would give anything
For just one more night with you

Was it too much work just loving me
When did you stop wanting me
I've been through things before
But this is gonna kill me

And I'll see you with someone new in a year or two
I'll see a picture with a ring on her finger and think of
When you still loved me and you wanted to go to St. Augustine
And the girl in that picture would've been me

Was it too much work just loving me
When did you stop wanting me
I've been through things before
But this is gonna kill me

Was it too much work just loving me
When did you stop wanting me
I've been through things before
But this is gonna kill me

This is gonna kill me
This is gonna kill me
This is gonna kill me
This is gonna kill me