"mindgame" lyrics
Dark thoughts inside my head
Bottles under my bed
The sun ain't even up yet
Wishing it would all end
Itching under my skin
Ignoring all my friends
I can only watch when
Everything caves in
Maybe it's all my fault
They tell me nothing is wrong
I think it's been too long
To keep holding on
Try but it's hard to breathe
Hate everything I see
Why am I so angry
Just trying to find the real me
Nighttime I try to pray
But it still feels the same
Trapped in this mind game
Tired of this everyday
Maybe it's not my fault
Don't tell me nothing is wrong
I think I've hit a wall
I'm about to fall
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
I'm over here on the ground
Don't give up on me now
Canceling all my plans
High trying not to land
Pretended but now I can't
I don't really understand
Feel like I'm getting sick
Put on clothes that don't fit
Giving all that I can give
Just to get out of bed
Declining all my calls
I know that something is wrong
Now it's been way too long
I keep holding on
Try but it's hard to breathe
Hate everything I see
Why am I so angry
Just trying to find the real me
Nighttime I try to pray
But it still feels the same
Trapped in this mind game
Tired of this everyday
Maybe it's not my fault
Don't tell me nothing is wrong
I think I've hit a wall
I'm about to fall
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
I'm over here on the ground
Don't give up on me now
Dark thoughts inside my head
Bottles under my bed
The sun ain't even up yet
Wishing it would all end
Itching under my skin
Ignoring all my friends
I can only watch when
Everything caves in
Maybe it's all my fault
They tell me nothing is wrong
I think it's been too long
To keep holding on
Try but it's hard to breathe
Hate everything I see
Why am I so angry
Just trying to find the real me
Nighttime I try to pray
But it still feels the same
Trapped in this mind game
Tired of this everyday
Bottles under my bed
The sun ain't even up yet
Wishing it would all end
Itching under my skin
Ignoring all my friends
I can only watch when
Everything caves in
Maybe it's all my fault
They tell me nothing is wrong
I think it's been too long
To keep holding on
Try but it's hard to breathe
Hate everything I see
Why am I so angry
Just trying to find the real me
Nighttime I try to pray
But it still feels the same
Trapped in this mind game
Tired of this everyday
Maybe it's not my fault
Don't tell me nothing is wrong
I think I've hit a wall
I'm about to fall
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
I'm over here on the ground
Don't give up on me now
Canceling all my plans
High trying not to land
Pretended but now I can't
I don't really understand
Feel like I'm getting sick
Put on clothes that don't fit
Giving all that I can give
Just to get out of bed
Declining all my calls
I know that something is wrong
Now it's been way too long
I keep holding on
Try but it's hard to breathe
Hate everything I see
Why am I so angry
Just trying to find the real me
Nighttime I try to pray
But it still feels the same
Trapped in this mind game
Tired of this everyday
Maybe it's not my fault
Don't tell me nothing is wrong
I think I've hit a wall
I'm about to fall
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me
I'm over here on the ground
Don't give up on me now
Dark thoughts inside my head
Bottles under my bed
The sun ain't even up yet
Wishing it would all end
Itching under my skin
Ignoring all my friends
I can only watch when
Everything caves in
Maybe it's all my fault
They tell me nothing is wrong
I think it's been too long
To keep holding on
Try but it's hard to breathe
Hate everything I see
Why am I so angry
Just trying to find the real me
Nighttime I try to pray
But it still feels the same
Trapped in this mind game
Tired of this everyday
