"bubblebath" lyrics

I'm in my head again, I'm coming down
I'll take a bubble bath, drown it all out
Burning my skin, sweating it out
Anything to distract me somehow

He doesn't want me and he doesn't care
She's got new friends, and she's never there
Turn off the lights so I can't see the mirror
Anything to get out of here

I'm fighting thoughts, a crowded mind
Said I was fine, well, I lied, and I'm
All alone, losing time
Can someone just, someone please tell me if

This
Is this forever, or does it get better than
This?
Your twenties are supposed to be fun, so why can't I just

Let it go, let it slide
Enjoy my youth 'fore it dies?
Need a vow, need a sign
It has to get better than this

Losing my lover girl, where has she gone?
Used to feel everything, now I'm just numb
Going out, getting drunk, kissing someone
Everything is never enough

For wrote a hundred songs, I almost quit
They told me I don't have a hit, but I won't
Lose myself, I'll be fine
Can someone just, someone please tell me if

This
Is this forever, or does it get better than
This?
Your twenties are supposed to be fun, so why can't I just

Let it go, let it slide
Enjoy my youth 'fore it dies?
Need a vow, need a sign
It has to get better than this

It has to get better than
It has to get better than
It just has to get better

I'm in my head again, I'm coming down
I'll take a bubble bath, drown it all out