"cool girl, tough guy" lyrics

I've done all of this before
Weeks on end of wondering
I've cried on bathroom floors
It's never been for anything
They've played me well and lead me on
And ghosted me, all just for fun
Then I met you
Yeah, I met you

And you've done nothing wrong
In fact, you're kind of perfect, so
Just please don't fucking run
And get freaked out if I just go ahead and say whatever I want
I think we're really onto something here
There's something here

But we're playing games, we're off and on
Both acting like we're not affected
And no one wants to be the one
To show they are so invested

I just want to
Kiss you when I want to
Want to call you all the time
Just tell me that you want me
Instead of hoping that you might
I want to tell you that I'm so obsessed
And end the night inside your bed
This time, we won't have to lie
And be the cool girl, tough guy

I don't want a war
I'm usually down to build the tension
But I'm scared we'll both get bored
And as much as I would love the friendship
I want so much more
I want to know all of the ins and outs of you
But with you

We're playing games, we're off and on
Both acting like we're not affected
And maybe I should be the one
To show you that I'm so invested

I just want to
Kiss you when I want to
Want to call you all the time
Just tell me that you want me
Instead of hoping that you might
I want to tell you that I'm so obsessed
And end the night inside your bed
This time, we won't have to lie
And be the cool girl, tough guy

Let's just cut to the chase
I want to make out with your pretty face
Hold your hand, and laugh and cry
Want to be with you all the fucking time
Don't want to wait for your texts
And wait again just to say what's next
Why do we have to go and hide
And be the cool girl, tough guy?
Cool girl, tough guy
And be the cool girl, tough guy

Can it just be you and I
And not the cool girl, tough guy?