"never enough" lyrics

There were guys in my phone
Who would disappear as soon as I got close
And you know who you are, but I won't say it, though

There were nights, 3 a.m.
Living for the high
But I don't remember them
Oh, I guess I was running from myself back then

Now I'm staying in on Friday night
I've got someone to hold me without trying
So why do I miss freedom when I'm so in love?
No, it's never
No, it's never enough

There are friends that I miss
But I sure as hell don't miss them enough to call
Fuck 'em all
Try to kick me down when I was small

There were men in their suits
Tried to tell me who I was and what to do
That's the truth
Why this album took so goddamn long

And now I'm standing at the finish line
So why the hell do I still feel like crying?
I fought a couple wars and
Yeah, you'd say I won
But it's never
No, it's never enough

I don't know what it's gonna take
To let it go
I still feel the pain
I don't know what it's gonna take
To feel okay

There were fans in the crowd
Couldn't play for you, but I miss how loud you sound
So I'm proud to be singing for you all right now

And after I'll go home and drink some wine
And laugh about the guys 'n' friends and men who left me crying
So throw all of your punches
Do your worst, because
No, they're never
No, they're never enough
No, they're never
No, they're never enough