"when does it end?" lyrics

L.A. bars and your friends' backyards
All the houses on the hill
I see you there, see you everywhere
And I'm scared I always will

His hand's on my thigh and I'm faking a smile
Just in case you're looking at me
It's a punch to the gut, it's the deepest cut
It's a hell of a history

But when does it end?
When does it end?
When every bone in my body tells me
We're not finished yet
Not finished yet
'Cause we've said it's over, over and over again
And the sickest part is half my heart
Hopes it lasts forever, so we can be together in the end
When does it end?
But when does it end?
When does it end?

Your friends apologize, say you're such a good guy
But you're just not good with girls
And I stand real still, so they think I'm chill
Even though you're my whole world

And I wore this dress 'cause you like me in red
Just in case you're looking at me
It's a star-crossed joke, it's the blade of hope
Going deeper than you see

But when does it end?
When does it end?
When every bone in my body tells me
We're not finished yet
Not finished yet
'Cause we've said it's over, over and over again
And the sickest part is half my heart
Hopes it lasts forever, so we can be together in the end
When does it end?
But when does it end?
When does it?

Is it when the thought of you don't make me sick?
When I don't replay every time we've kissed?
When I see you out and don't give a shit?
Is that it? Or does it end?
Is it when I kiss someone new right in front of your face?
When I don't slow drown driving by your place?
Or are we more like time and space?
Do we ever end?
Does it ever end?

If so, when does it end?
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