"King Of Having Fun" lyrics

I've been living with the feeling I've got no feelings at all
I treat my life like it's a rerun, but I tune out while I scroll
I take the molly with the mushrooms to be the guy you adore
I guess my brain could do it naturally, feels like it don't anymore

And half of me is fully jealous of the younger me
A kid who saw the light in little things
Hadn't had a reason yet to run
And all of me is living like a secret I don't wanna keep
Since when do I need all this shit to fall asleep?
I used to be the king of having fun

He's out there tryna do a backflip and making movies with his friends
He's gonna save up that allowance and find somebody to kiss
I'm sleeping late and drinking early, I don't let anybody in
I'm always stressing over something, I let my baby down again

And half of me is fully jealous of the younger me
A kid who saw the light in little things
Hadn't had a reason yet to run
And all of me is living like a secret I don't wanna keep
Dying from the weight that I've been carrying
Burdened by the person I've become

I used to be the king of having friends over Friday night
Pet snake, black light, DVD, PSP, GTA, G to G
Sick stuff, stuffed crust, Mountain Dew, sugar rush
Now and Later, now and then, I wish I could go back again

But half of me wonders if I'll ever get the chance to be
The person I dreamed up when I was 17
Before I'd found a hundred ways to numb
And all of me is done with making simple shit a mystery
Thinking that the world just has it out for me
Acting like the magic days are done

I used to be the king of having fun
I could be the king of having fun
Baby, I'm still the king of having fun