"just a little" lyrics

One year short a fourth a century
Part of me's still stuck at 14
Never thought I'd be somebody
That could get so angry

One more second til I shatter
I've been told to say I'm fine
Nothing really seems to matter
When it comes to my mind

Bite my tongue until it breaks
Blood on my cheeks
It's been taking up more space
Lately

Try to scream but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in cant say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little
Just a little, just a little

Always good at understanding
Always try to keep the peace
Standing in your shoes for so long
I've forgotten all of me

Clench my fist until I'm weak
Hardly breathing
Think so much so I can't speak
My eyes are leaking

Try to scream but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little
Just a little, just a little

Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing, feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing
Feel so much til I feel nothing, feel nothing

Try to scream but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little
Just a little, just a little