"now's not the time" lyrics

Barely a year
Got my first role
More than a daughter at fourteen months old
Bearing the weight
Of being your friend
Now I'll never be a kid ever again

What I wouldn't give to just be young
I'm bending over backwards for my mom

So now's not the time
To say it out loud
I'll take my dreams
And I'll shove 'em deep down
Say it's what I want
I hate when I lie
Wish I could let you know what's on my mind
But now's not the time

Pack up my life
Moving back west
Hurts to go home when I just left the nest
I grew up too fast
Now I feel alone
Cause I'm not the person that they used to know

So now's not the time
To say it out loud
I'll take my dreams
And I'll shove 'em deep down
Say it's what I want
I hate when I lie
Wish I could let you know what's on my mind

Like how much I'm scared that I might hit the ground
And I wanna be brave but I'm starting to drown
And I think about pieces of me that I've found
That I'll never get back
Cause I'll never go down

But now's not the time to say it out loud
I'll take my dreams and I'll shove em deep down
Say it's what I want
I hate when I lie
Wish I could let you know what's on my mind
But now's not the time