"destination: lost" lyrics

A million thoughts on my mind
Million dollars on the line
Brother be saying, don't take it too serious, you'll never make it out alive
I ain't been feeling myself
All these pills, I'm killing myself
Over heard them praying to god and I found they wishing me hell

Tell me who realer than me?
I done looked most in their eye, and there wasn't much there to see
Told my brother we hitting a B
Was never bout me, it's all for them
Tryna leave my fam in a better place
Show that bitch that I wasn't a waste

Where I'm from, most don't escape
Kids limbo under yellow tape
Give no fucks, all they know is take
Waking up thinking will I die today?
Still some shit that I cannot shake
I cant sleep without a sleeping aid
Grandma texting me that Jesus saves
Tryna get up out my demon phase

Heartache got me with a demon face
Grey's coming, you can see the age
Leonard all up in my DNA
Won't be long till I leave the stage
Can I even give a kid to sage?
Never here but only feet away
Intoxicate just to operate
Evil ways, you should be afraid

Evil ways

(Debating if I want to put the lyrics for this since I'm mumbling it so much)

Jump out that bitch w the k ah
No there ain't nobody safe ah
Look at me, I got no face ah
Give no fuck bout what they say ah

Turn the party to a funeral
LIX, roman numeral
Sleep walking through the crucible
Hottest ever, fuck a Lucifer

Planet hopping, walking Jupiter
Oppenheimer sparking nuclear
Crosses on me like I'm Judea
I ain't gotta say the

I ain't gotta say the obvious
You know the G stands for dominance
Overseas in a pharmacy, I'm on pills from another continent
Pouring mud in a wine glass
Life going like a time lapse
Do-si-do with the dope make the nose do a mother fucking line dance

Via crucis
Via crucis
Via crucis
Via crucis

Via crucis
Via crucis
Via crucis
Via crucis

Evil ways
Evil ways
Evil ways
Evil ways