"#lonelycore" lyrics

Against all odds, look daddy, your boy done did it
Against all odds, I told them that I forgive them
Against all odds my therapist say I'm healing
But the way I feel I don't think believe him

Couldn't tell by the way I look that I wanna bleed them
Couldn't tell by the way I look, I don't wanna leave her
Couldn't tell by the way I look that I been fiending
Couldn't tell by the way I look that I been

Don't tell 'em
Crying in secret
Crying in secret
Don't tell 'em
Crying in secret
Crying in secret

What's wrong with ya?
They tryna talk I'm like nah uh
What's wrong with ya
Hang up the phone I'm like nah uh
What's wrong with ya?
What you back on? I'm like nah uh
What's wrong with ya
What's wrong, what's wrong, what's

One look at my eyes, you can tell that I hold secrets
Haven't had much luck, can you tell me where to find Jesus
Had a therapist say he admire me for my meekness
Done tweaked out on him, don't be calling me no weak shit

Buried alive
I bury the lies
I hide what's inside
They worship disguise
I slip and show signs
It's worse than described
No, really it's fine
Don't fuck with my pride

Wait no, really it's fine!
Am I outta my mind?
Wait, no, really it's fine!
(Keep repeating the line)
Wait, no really I'm fine!
I'm strong and provide!
Yea, no really I'm fine!
(He don't know when he's lying)

All the money coming in, confused 'cause he don't feel worth it
Blows money on them 'cause he feels he don't deserve it
Popping on pills, make it work until the shit ain't working
But against all odds I'm still here looking for purpose