"methamphetamine blues" lyrics

Don't be asking me how I been, if you don't really care
I been looking back, and you weren't really there
Looking in the rearview, haunted by your stare
And now I'm throwing pills back until I feel you here

And they keep telling me to move on
But I don't really know where to go
I'm out somewhere in the unknown
But it don't feel as good as what I know

I'm going round and round and round
Can't let you go, but I can let you down

All I have left is the ghost of you
Pills in my hand I'm supposed to do
In another world I'm coming home to you
Yea

Telling me turn the page, I can barely turn the wheel
I been going insane since I looked behind the veal
If it don't come with shame, then how I know it's real?
Heard you find god in pain, but I can barely feel

Steady believing a lie that this time it'll be different
Promise I'll make some time but always show up missing
Beyond recognition
Yea headed for a grave

They say help is just a day away
Well I'm going round and round and round
Let's get go high before you go away
Maybe these drugs will hold us down

I can feel my eyes dilating
Promise me if I don't awaken
You'll be holding me while I'm decaying
Cause I can't take no more of the

I can't take no more

Don't be asking me how I been, if you don't really care
I been looking back, and you weren't really there
Looking in the rearview, haunted by your stare
And now I'm throwing pills back until I feel you here

And they keep telling me to move on
But I don't really know where to go
I'm out somewhere in the unknown
But it don't feel as good as what I know

I'm going round and round and round
Can't let you go, but I can let you down