"Pen Name" lyrics

I get into trouble
Every time when I think I need to settle
Are you into bad excuses?
Do you know how challenging the truth is?

So I'm rather sticking up my mouth
And slugging down the reason for my doubts
I am so fed up and wonder why my stomach's turning
Panic is my pen name

Watch your words
They are like a free throw
Into the middle of my ego
I'm a misfit but I wanna fix it
Get rid of my bad habit

I try to ignore the stitch and keep it out of my mind
I don't wanna deal with it and look for exit
I'm tied up in knots if I know there is gonna be a conversation
Another time, another place, another face
But the same sad situation

Never will I leave my cave again
You would have to drag my body
Feel it slipping through your sweaty hands
Again and again and again

I don't know why your commitment
Is making me wish I would be more distant