"Cold Feet" lyrics

I am trying to keep up with your speed
But your words glue my feet to the floor
It's nothing that you did intentionally
But you make me think that it was

I am pretending that I couldn't handle
Somebody to lean on now without a therapist
I need my problems cause I love to solve them
And if I can't find one I remain a pessimist

I know that I'm overthinking
Something you don't think about
I know you must be frustrated
Because I never speak out loud
But I'm worried that I'm over you
And I know that you worry too
What if we are overdue?

The years dusk made a mess in my head
And ensures that it is making me forget
The first cold night, broken bike
No sleep, my eyes open wide

I am a punchline with no joke
I am a weight that you can't hold
I am in charge but I'm not in control