"Balloons" lyrics

They catch me out of therapy
My therapist was scared of me
Those notes that she's been writing down
Are swimming in some kerosene (Shut up)
Burn it down
I'm dancing on these ashes, now
I got my demons tapping out
How come now ones laughing now?

At night I lay awake
Cuz I can't fall asleep
I'm counting monsters, now
Cuz they killed all the sheep
There's nothing wrong with me
There's nothing wrong with me
There's nothing wrong with me
There's nothing wrong with me

I'm going apeshit
Break shit
Tearing up the place, shit
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to save, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody

I'm going apeshit
Break shit
Tearing up the place, shit
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to save, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody

Called my doctor and told him that the meds don't work
Cuz I've taken half the bottle and my head still hurts
Got the devil on my shoulder saying I need church
Don't know how my dark side always finds me first
I guess I can't hide
The storm inside my mind is growing
I might capsize
It's like I'm trying to write goodbyes with both my hands tied
Someone tell my mom and dad I'm not the bad guy
Or am I?

I'm going apeshit
Break shit
Tearing up the place, shit
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to save, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody

I'm going apeshit
Break shit
Tearing up the place, shit
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody
Shake shit
Break shit
Nothing left to save, bitch
Jumping out my body
I won't slow down for nobody

(Fuck it)

I'm leaving my body
My mind is a madhouse
I'm crashing this party
Invited my psychologist
I call her my thotty
Woke up again in a hospital room
Surrounded by flowers and tons of balloons
Thank God I'm alive
Now fuck all of you