"In Love With Potential" lyrics

In love with potential
I already know the man I am
Criticise myself again
Just because that girl
Said I'm bad
I hate that I can't validate my own thoughts
Man, that shits sad
Man, I love to love what we had
But why

It's 'cause I swear
I feel
More than anyone around me
And that's what makes me terrified
Of letting down my guard

Stick around forever
Let's make this love we have never ending
Real love's a blessing
But you're tainting days because your ego's up
So you think that you're perfect
Just want you to be worth it
Guess I'm stuck in torment
Not soaring
Food on the table, but I can't eat
Finally bought a house
But I can't sleep
Someone help me wake up
It's like I'm stuck in nightmares

I'm tired of doing these drugs
I wanna see my fans in Poland

Texting James
Where's my Grammy
Wait, this is psychosis
I'm changing
Once upon a time, I didn't even know
What a drug dealer was
Now I'm the one that buys them all

It's 'cause I swear
I feel
More than anyone around me
And that's what makes me terrified
Of letting down my guard