"Was It True" lyrics

"Was It True"

Baby I'm really trying to
Change shit
But I don't even know if
I can change me
Every day I'm slowly slowly fading
Hoping someday you could find me

Putting pencil to the page
All these memories I'm erasing
Drowning in this Visine
Then pour a cup of codeine
Wishing that you loved me
Like, how could you forget me
I'm never forgetting
I'm never forgetting

All the pain that you put me through
Hurt me bad now
I see you living comfortable
Now, I ain't feeling spiritual
Because I'm in love with you

Was it true?
Was it real?
Can you please tell me how you feel
Was it true?
Was it real?
Can you please tell me how you feel

Listen closely
To the words that I'm putting out
There's a fire in me
No nigga putting out
This Ritalin on me
Means I ain't never gassing out
This pistol on my lap
Means I'm winning
Every shootout

So fuck a bitch who want a chase
Call me Tay I'll do the race
I pull up like a mage
I said that's how I make my bank uh
Everybody got something to say
But they living in my shade
So their energy I take
Yes the inner me is made from
The pressure I'm a diamond
I don't gotta fold
That's on facts
Check my message
Laugh at money in my bank account
Many zeros that I make
I might make it out

Putting pencil to the page
All these memories I'm erasing
Drowning in this Visine
Then pour a cup of codeine
Wishing that you loved me
Like, how could you forget me
I'm never forgetting
I'm never forgetting

All the pain that you put me through
Hurt me bad now
I see you living comfortable
Now, I ain't feeling spiritual
Because I'm in love with you

Was it true?
Was it real?
Can you please tell me how you feel
Was it true?
Was it real?
Can you please tell me how you feel

Don't assume I'm not confused
I pretend I'm alright
Toss n turning all night
These demons I'm fighting
On my shoulders are you
You just save face
If you had a gun, you would shoot

Now I've learnt that love's a turn
I live in a world with the windows open
Everyone I love
Saw the outside
It was better than mine I was inside
I was once a hopeless romantic
Now I just manage
Hoping for something

I take what she gives me before she leaves damage
How come they always leave damage


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