"Not A Token" lyrics

Oh, I'm stuck in my head
Yes, I need a new friend
Wishing I was okay
Wish I didn't want me dead

I pray every day
That my pain goes away
When the heartache will mend
And my memories will fade
I struggle just to take a trip out of my bed
Myself I can't tame
It's hard to maintain

Oh, it's hard to believe
That I can't close the doors I open
Like, how can't you see
That I'm a demon, not a token

Oh I'm stuck in my head
Yes, I need a new friend
Wishing I was okay
I wish I didn't want me dead
Oh, I'm stuck in my head
Yes I need a new friend
Wishing I was okay
Wish I didn't want me dead

Wishing I was
Wishing was okay
But I can't even help it
All I feel is pain inside of me
Guess I really hate
Guess I really hate me
So all I do is envy
The man that I can never be

Pouring out depression
Man, I'm feeling like a faucet
I'm trying my best, but
I can't even help it
Can't take another loss
I'll be a goner, so I'm cautious
So don't ask me bout what I keep in my closet

I know it's hard to believe
That I can't close the doors I opened
Like, how can't you see
That I'm a demon, not a token

Oh I'm stuck in my head
Yes, I need a new friend
Wishing I was okay
Wish I didn't want me dead