"Julia" lyrics

Julia, Julia

Oh, am I in love with your red hair
Or maybe I'm desperate
All I know is our love cause me despair
Maybe I'm just scared

Of being alone
Of what I was
Oh you give hope
But I can't cope

Because still I'm love
I guess you're my drug
All that I had
Could I put you in the past
'Cause you make me sad
Wish love never lasted

Sometimes I wish I never met you
But I can't picture life without you
So I hope that you listen to this tune
Without being confused
And realise I love you

But you're so stuck in the media attention
I could give you the realest connection
But you're probably focused on mentions
Ignore my attention
Now we're disconnecting

Oh, am I in love with your red hair
Or maybe I'm desperate
All I know is our love cause me despair
Maybe I'm just scared

Of being alone
Of what I was
Oh you give hope
But I can't cope

Because still I'm love
I guess you're my drug
All that I had
Could I put you in the past
'Cause you make me sad
Wish love never lasted

I feel like I hold on to things
For way too—way longer than I should you know
I wish I wasn't like this
I look at it in a negative way as I speak right now
But I guess that part of me
Is what makes me as loving as I am
I know I'm a loving person
I wish I was better in my past relationships
But I know I'm a loving person
And I can't wait to show that love to the right person