"InComplete" lyrics

Man I wish they knew me
I wish they knew me
Saying man, I wish they knew me
What's behind these eyes?
And what lays beside
In my bed at night
When I'm alone and high

It's been a month, and I'm craving for sex
It's cause I'm picky, you heard what I said
All the girls from my past were a faze
Now I see what I want on my plate
Now I see what I want on my plate
See, I'm tired of playing it safe
Now I look at this life like a game
I ain't been feeling the same now I'm saved
Yes, I'm saved

Beauty lies inside that's what they say
But what's inside me feels cold
Why is it that way
Too many questions with no answers
Like, why I had no father?
Or why I hate being sober?
And where do I find sonder?

See, I don't wanna fail
I don't wanna hate myself
And I don't wanna go to hell
See, I'm stuck in myself
I'm hating myself
See I'm craving for help
Somebody help me
Why can't you tell
I'm stuck in myself
I feel like a star
But ain't living large
The life that I want
Is seeming so far
It's got me so sad
Got me so fucked
I'm far from myself
I'm closer to hell
Now I'm craving for help
Nobody to tell the demons inside me
And all that I've felt

Man, I wish they knew me
I wish they knew me
I wish they knew me
What's behind these eyes?
Saying man I wish they knew me

It's really just a demon to be honest