"drown it out" lyrics

Gotta confess I shouldn't stay
I hate myself in this mold
Reflect the things you say
I'm just your clay in control
I love to see you happy even if it hurts
I'll take the backseat for better or for worse

I've gotta give myself some help
I wasn't meant to collect all this dust on the shelf
I want to throw it in drive and just go
Clarity feels like time's moving slow

I'll remember you in the afterglow

Figured you out, now I'm leaving
Made me numb, now I'm feeling good
Felt like I was lost in a dream
We were so young and naïve
Figured you out, now I'm leaving
(Still hope you feel good)

I think I never wanna do this again
Been way too fucked and I've been stuck in my head
Your voice is the only one I'm hearing now
And I'd do anything to drown it out
It's always back and forth, "still friends"
Now we're trapped in this again
And why does everywhere we've been feel different?

Figured you out, now I'm leaving
Made me numb, now I'm feeling good
Felt like I was lost in a dream
We were so young and naïve
Figured you out, now I'm leaving

Hope you feel good
(Still hope you feel good)
Think it's time I leave
Hope the story ends happily
Hope you feel good
(Still hope you feel good)

Figured you out, now I'm leaving
Made me feel numb, now I'm feeling good
Figured you out, now I'm leaving
Figured you out, now I'm leaving