"onyx drive" lyrics

Windows down
The air grates on my skin
Like nails to a chalkboard
My patience wears thin
And I don't need anymore excuses
(I just wanna feel)
Like I did before (Like I did before)

Don't want to waste my youth for another night
Had to jump no parachute to learn that I could fly
Take in every view like it's the last time
Gotta say goodbye to my past life
(Yeah, it's hard to say goodbye)

Just another bad day, hold up
The world keeps putting more weight on my shoulders
Like the same day always over and over
Life pushing me away when I wanna feel closer
Yeah, we're just getting older
I hoped it'd be different than October
I'm starting to lose my composure
Did you want to start over?
Can't wait around to see if you change
You wasted no time rearranging my brain
Every time we turned a spark into a flame
Unexpected death grip of torrential rain

Don't want to waste my youth for another night
Had to jump no parachute to learn that I could fly
Take in every view like it's the last time
Gotta say goodbye to my past life
Don't want to waste my youth for another night
Had to jump no parachute to learn that I could fly
Take in every view like it's the last time
Gotta say goodbye to my past life
(Yeah, it's hard to say goodbye)

Say goodbye

I've made home with hell all around me
I've made peace with the hope
The hope we make it out alive
We both know it's not our time

Don't want to waste my youth for another night
Had to jump no parachute to learn that I could fly
Take in every view like it's the last time
Gotta say goodbye to my past life
Don't want to waste my youth for another night
Had to jump no parachute to learn that I could fly
Take in every view like it's the last time
Gotta say goodbye to my past life
(Yeah, it's hard to say goodbye)