"CRASHOUT" lyrics

"CRASHOUT"

I'm a mess
Somethings wrong
I'll lose myself
Then write a song
I'll grind my teeth
Until they're gone
I'll pick a fight if we get along

Ego death for you is everyday for me
Dressed up to the nines
Ones and twos and threes
What's your credit score?
Can you cover me?
Crash out
Crash out
Come up
Crash out

Fuck these stupid bills
Electricity
Make me pay to live
No autonomy

Get me out of here
I'm a celebrity
Fuck these stupid pills
Someone set me free

Cocaine ethanol chemical synergy
Monster energy
Rotten strawberry
Sweet toxicity
Contradictory
You make time for me
I fade quietly

Cocaine ethanol chemical synergy
Monster energy
Rotten strawberry
Sweet toxicity
Contradictory
You make time for me
I fade quietly

I'm all messed up
So dramatic
Got me fucked up
I'm an addict

Crashout
Crashout
It's so tragic
Self destruct then watch me panic

I'll annoy you till you've had it
Always on another planet

Fuck this
Fuck that
Ugh goddamn it
Why am I so fucking damaged?

Cocaine
Benadryl
Ketamine
Ecstasy
I'll take anything that you give to me

Without Seroquel I can't fall asleep
Endless nothings is my fantasy

Insecurity is destroying me
My brain is eating me alive

I don't think this time I'll survive
Don't think that I won't try again
Don't think I'll make it through the night
I don't think they should be surprised

Ever since birth I have wished to die

I know that I'm fucking suffering
I know I'm not fucking special
I know that I'm so disgusting
I know that I'm not the only one

Day dream 'bout endless nothings
Shrine of angels praying for the void
Was my life worth corrupting?
Don't recognise what I've become

I might just do it again
Crashout
Give up
No fucks
Just do it again
Crashout
No fucks
Just do it again

Maybe I needed a friend
Maybe you should have seen it coming


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