"Nihilist" lyrics

Ennaria?

Everything sucks, get over it
You're better off a pessimist
You got a job? Go fuckin' quit
You got a life? Abandon it
Do loads of drugs, go get a fix
So out of breath, we're so unfit
Say what I want, sound like a bitch
I'd die for fun, a nihilist

You know I'm not gonna quit
Covered in bruises in the pit
Stay high for life, exhausted
Uneducated, eloquent
My manic pixie deficit
Is there more to this?
It's a struggle to survive when you're living a lie
Playing a character you wanna see to stay alive
Does this even mean anything?
The vibe I bring is menacing
Dress up a doll on the shelf
Carved perfect version of myself
I've wasted years hating something I could love
It's like I'm never enough
It's like I'm never enough

Everything sucks, get over it
You're better off a pessimist
You got a job? Go fuckin' quit
You got a life? Abandon it
Do loads of drugs, go get a fix
So out of breath, we're so unfit
Say what I want, sound like a bitch
I'd die for fun, a nihilist

Don't clear your head, don't go to bed
I'd rather sleep when I am dead
Don't pay your bills, they never end
I'll pay my dues when I am dead
Don't pay your bills, they never end
I'll pay my dues when I am dead