"See Through" lyrics

Praying for amnesia
So I can look in the mirror and see what you see
Praying for amnesia
Do I just hate the image or hate the real me?

I'll make myself feel worse
Why don't my insides match the outside?
Keep getting better in reverse
A self-inflicted curse

I'll make myself feel worse
Disintegrating, but I seem fine, seem fine
Romanticize addiction in my spare time
Counting notches running down my spine
I'd let go of the hate, but I call it mine
If I made the scars visible to you
I'm hanging on by a thread, to tell you the truth
Hold the light against my skin a little longer
Would you call me pretty if I was see through?

Praying for amnesia
All the things I would do to forget
All the risks I would take, just to get out of my head
Praying for amnesia
The image, the real me

I'll make myself feel worse
Disintegrating, but I seem fine, seem fine
Romanticize addiction in my spare time
Counting notches running down my spine
I'd let go of the hate, but I call it mine
If I made the scars visible to you
I'm hanging on by a thread, to tell you the truth
Hold the light against my skin a little longer
Would you call me pretty if I was see through?

What is in a name?
When my body is just like yours
Wear my blood on my sleeve, I'm like you
Would you call me pretty if I was see through?
Got myself to blame
As I stand up, holding the chord
I guess my honesty is taboo
Would you call me pretty if I was see through?
Watch you call for help
As if you ever noticed before
Watch the demise 'til you can't ignore
Would you call me pretty if I was see through?
I'll do it myself
Because I can't trust the world to take me
There's nothing more I've been wanting to do
Would you call me pretty if I was see through?

What is in a name?
When my body is just like yours
Wear my blood on my sleeve, I'm like you