"CALIFORNIA" lyrics

In California my demons follow me
It's so hard to get some sleep when I'm running for my life
Every night in-

Yeah, put me in the dirt again, made a couple lists
Yeah, I'm livin' out my dreams, yeah, I'm finally gettin' rich
How it cost though?
Circle gettin' smaller, now I'm feelin' so alone 'cause of this
I don't wanna waste my life isn't over
Take my time, getting sober
I'm sick of myself, but I won't die young
Gotta stay strong, think I stress too much

I don't know what's wrong with me or why I do these things
But I'm trying hard to change and pay my due

In California my demons follow me
It's so hard to get some sleep when I'm running for my life
Every night in California my demons follow me
It's so hard to get some sleep when I'm running for my life
Every night in California, in California

Yeah, lost sobriety in L.A
Then went on a binge and I was stuck in that for three days
But we all slip sometimes, I know we'll find a way out
I hate the pain, but I don't wanna die
In California, it's so hard to take the blame
I want out, but I can't be saved
All my friends have gone M.I.A., so I guess I'll stay here

I don't know what's wrong with me or why I do these things
But I'm trying hard to change and pay my due

In California my demons follow me
It's so hard to get some sleep when I'm running for my life
Every night in California my demons follow me
It's so hard to get some sleep when I'm running for my life
Every night in California, in California