"DROWNING" lyrics

I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried don't call em
I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
Lost inside, my head's overcrowding
Take 'em down, I'm scared that I've been drowning
Always ruin everything around me
And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shouting

Bad news, bad news, always bad timing
I'm always feeling dead, but the reaper never finds me
Pushing everyone away, all these calls I'm declining
Getting sick of bad days, what's the point of even climbing?
Don't save me, I won't let you in
Just let me crash and burn
Just watch me fall apart
Got so many scars, how'd I fall so far?

And I'm always breaking
Maybe death will take me
Think I'm always wasting my time again, no

I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried don't call em
I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
Lost inside, my head's overcrowding
Take 'em down, I'm scared that I've been drowning
Always ruin everything around me
And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shouting

Yeah
Too many times that I've been falling off the edge now
Try to be there for my family but I still feel like a letdown
And my mom's texting me suicidal shit
I try to cope, try to breathe, when I'm facing this
And all the walls started caving in
It feels like I've been here before
And I swear I always feel ignored
My face numb, stressed out, wanna run away from the world now

And I'm always breaking
Maybe death will take me
Think I'm always wasting my time again, no

I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried don't call em
I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
Lost inside, my head's overcrowding
Take 'em down, I'm scared that I've been drowning
Always ruin everything around me
And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shouting