"PTSD" lyrics

I had to cut some people off, too many snakes in the grass
I gotta keep a cold heart, because It's all that I have
I swear my life's been goin' different, It's been goin' too fast
And I'm been so unsure, but I've been tryin'

I got these problems but don't let 'em change
Swear I'm still true to me
Anxiety's been all in my brain
But it won't ruin me
Went from a trailer park to sellin' out shows
I'm finally doin' things
And this was all I wanted, think I finally made it out

And I was so unsure back then, but I'm fine now
Watch me win this time, when I try now
And no ones takin' this away from me
Because I've been through it all
I swear you won't see me fall down

Post-traumatic stress is what I live with, but I'm trying
You don't know my pain, and you don't know what I've been fighting
Post-traumatic stress is what I live with, but I'm trying
I've been to hell and back, you don't know a thing about me

I've seen friends turn to tragedies
Lost so many day-ones, but dwelling on the past is so bad for me
I let my soul bleed on the track to let it out
And you can call it trash, but at least I'm being true to myself
So you can hate me, but no, I won't change
Never will vision the same
I did this in spite of the pain
And all of my traumas ingrained
People run from it, I'm not letting none of this stop me
I'ma live all of my dreams, so go ahead and just watch me

I just wanted to make it out, and show people that if I can do it
You can do it too
No matter how hard it gets, you can do it

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Post-traumatic stress is what I live with, but I'm trying
You don't know my pain, and you don't know what I've been fighting
Post-traumatic stress is what I live with, but I'm trying
I've been to hell and back, you don't know a thing about me