"ON THE EDGE" lyrics

I've been down this road before
I've been broken down by all of my problems
And I've been in this war
But all of these trenches just ain't new to me now

And I'm on the edge again, but I won't
Break down again before I find 'em
And I'm always falling down, but I won't run
No, I'm not done

Yeah
I've been lost in my mind
What's the cost if I try?
Scared of letting go
'Cause I don't know what's on the other side
Another day in my bed again
What's the point of living life
If you just play pretend while everyone's passing you by
And I try, tell me that it's okay
Even if it's not true, tell me that I won't change
Can you catch me when I'm falling, when I'm calling
Don't know where I'm going, I don't want this

I blame myself again before I mess up
I bottle up the pain, I'ma drown my mistakes now
And I've been down this road before now
Always in this war now

And I'm on the edge again, but I won't
Break down again before I find 'em
And I'm always falling down, but I won't run
No I'm not done

Letting go, letting go, swear I'll never go back
So alone, on my own, but I never show that
I got everything I ever wanted, but it doesn't feel the same
Tell myself I made it, but I never really changed
I guess I'm just stuck in my ways
I'm so impatient, I don't wanna take this
And it's so easy to think that you're worthless
But there's more to life, everyone has a purpose

Blame myself again before I mess up
I bottle up the pain, I'ma drown my mistakes now
And I've been down this road before now
Always in this war now

And I'm on the edge again, but I won't
Break down again before I find 'em
And I'm always falling down, but I won't run
No I'm not done