"a one-sided love story" lyrics

I'm tryna get her love me
Know that you are somebody to kiss
Pull a blade through my heart
But it's always you
(Autrioly)

Gave you the world, I got betrayed
Sending your shots, I'm sick of the chase
I fell in love, you're not on the wave
It's only because you got him on your brain
Wanna tell me that I'm so unattractive
You know that's a lie, and your ego is massive
You're like a volcano, erupt when I'm lackin'
And lately I swear that you're so fucking active
I'm on a fault line, maybe the fault's mine
Whenever you're online you're wanted by all eyes
You tell me I'm awful, but I know that it's all lies
You said I'm the best, but don't forget it's of all time
It's alright
I want you to know, you know the real me
And I love you so much, it's gonna kill me
Stab my back, and hang me from the ceiling
I can't say that but damn, it's how I'm feeling

I'm tryna get her love me
Know that you are somebody to kiss
Pull a blade through my heart
But it's always you
(Don't call me)

Damn
Don't call me back
I just wanna get mad, no strings attached
Wanna fight when I'm right, going tit for tat
And if you cheated two times, no fixing that
You're a mess of a human being
And you invalidate all my stupid feelings
Tell your friends everything, you're too revealing
Now my blood pressure's going through the ceiling
I don't wanna break up, make up
Fake love is gross
We won't ever be cool, you don't keep me close
You should really think about what you need the most
Because I really love you, but you need the growth
All of your hatred, put that to the side
You should tell me how you're feeling inside
You did some things that I'll never let slide
But I'll care about you till the day that I die

I'm tryna get her love me
Know that you are somebody to kiss
Pull a blade through my heart
But it's always you