"close my eyes before i lose it all" lyrics

You
How can I forbid?
When I'm tryna take my life on things you did
I'ma try to close my eyes (autrioly)

I gotta leave before it's too late
Restart life and live a new day
She wanna kill me 'cause she ain't okay
They say it's my fault, the guilts on your face
I don't really like playing all of that blame shit
'Yo ex man on that lame shit
I don't care 'bout who you came with
'Cause your whole clique is so brain dead, girl
Yeah, you been addicted to torturing me
Threw my outside on the porch with a leash
It was cutting me deep, always making me bleed
I was down on my knees, like a prayer to the heavens
I look up and can't find a way I can exit
You letting me suffer, I wish I could dead it
The way that you treat me is fucking pathetic

You
How can I forbid? (It fucking pathetic)
When I'm tryna take my life on things you did
I'ma try to close my eyes (okay)
You
I cannot forget
I'm tryna save your mind
You're leaving me behind

What 'bout you?
I cannot forget
Realizing you were tryna eat my heart
Tryna let me lose it all