"we have to say goodbye" lyrics

Why you tryna leave on?
I cannot hold in or
Say nothing, this ain't for me
Going for no reason
I cannot hold in or
Say nothing, this ain't for me

I feel traumatized
Wonder where that trauma lies
You kept secrets just to hurt me
Guess that means you're all alike, yuh
In those hollow eyes
Saw something I can't describe
The way we love does not align
So now we have to say goodbye

You wanted me to feel pain, that's ugly
Wonder why your heart chain got rusted
Deleted all of my social media
But you're insane and you still don't trust me, so
Please stop reachin' out
These cuts too deep I'm bleedin' out
And if you hated me so badly
Why'd we take that scenic route?

I cannot hold in or
Say nothing, this ain't for me
Going for no reason
I cannot hold in or
Say nothing, this ain't for me