"when did you get so cold?" lyrics

I wanna know
If you ever did feel me inside your heart
I don't know if I

Yeah, I don't know if you're still in love
Only feel when I feel you up
You want me to be everything that you'll ever need
And that's pretty tough

Your judgement is like poison in my veins
But I can't get enough
Your smile is like torture
And you only like when we fucking rough

Hate the way that you need control
Getting sick of you being cold
I'll get frostbite, from one long night
Then I'll cough twice and start breathing slow

Cut me down like your words are swords
Your times what I can't afford
I wanna live, but I'm struggling
I might die here in your winter storm

Now I'm regretting what I had with you
Know you had it rough
But you still do what you don't have to do
Thought I felt your warmth
But it was really just your attitude
I guess you never loved me
I'll accept that maybe that's the truth

I wanna know
If you ever did feel me inside your heart
I don't know if I