"Depressed Because Of You" lyrics
[Romanized:]
Kokomade ikishite otskaresama
Iiyo, jinken nante sonzai shinai
Sudeni shisen ni korosareta
Akarui boku mo kubi wo shimeta
Hontouni iino? sorede
Shinzou no kodou wa kowareteruno
Kokoro no soko kara waratte taiyo
Subete mendokusai
Mou daretomo kakawari taku naiyo
Homete ura dewa
Kageguchi matsuri shinyou deki naiyo
Uze shi daikirai
Demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirainano
Sono ikiyoi de ii
Utsu kara ha nigereba iikara
Nanno tameni ikite iruno
Omae nanka no dorei jyanaino
Hajikeru youna deai mo naishi
Maa deatta toko de komyushou dashi
Akogare nimo ooitsuke nakute
Atama no naka de nodo wo karashite
Kyomu ga shinyu
Oya katta naifu
Jirai de kutsuu
Saite no futsu
Kyomu ga shinyu
Oya katta naifu
Jirai de kutsuu
Jibun nari no tanoshimi kata de mondai nai
Subete mendokusai
Mou daretomo kakawari taku naiyo
Homete ura dewa
Kageguchi matsuri shinyou deki naiyo
Uze shi daikirai
Demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirainano
Sono ikiyoi de ii
Utsu kara ha nigereba iikara
[Japanese:]
ここまで息してお疲れ様 いいよ、人権なんて存在しない
既に視線に殺された 明るい僕の首を絞めた
「本当にいいの？それで」心臓の鼓動は壊れてるの
心の底から笑ってたいよ
全て面倒くさい もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では 陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。
「何の為に生きているの？」
「お前なんかの奴隷じゃないの」
弾けるような出会いもないし
まあ出会った所でコミュ症だし
憧れにも追いつけなくて
頭の中で喉を枯らして
虚無が親友 親、カッターナイフ
地雷で苦痛 最低の普通
虚無が親友 親、カッターナイフ 地雷で苦痛
自分なりの楽しみ方で問題ない
全て面倒くさい もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では 陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。
[English translation:]
You lived until now, good job.
Well, "human right" never existed.
Being killed by other's eye.
They hanged me, who used to be energetic.
"Are you sure? Having a life like that?"
My heart is broken and stopped beating.
I want to laugh from the bottom of my heart.
Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
They talk shit behind me. Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.
"What am I living for?"
"I'm not your slave."
Never encountered people who can set me free.
Well, even if I met someone, communication disability.
Not able to chase after anyone.
I can't come up with any word in my mind.
Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mine sweeping.
"Acting normal", it's the worst.
Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mines weeping.
Just make yourself happy. However you want.
Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
They talk shit behind me. Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.
Kokomade ikishite otskaresama
Iiyo, jinken nante sonzai shinai
Sudeni shisen ni korosareta
Akarui boku mo kubi wo shimeta
Hontouni iino? sorede
Shinzou no kodou wa kowareteruno
Kokoro no soko kara waratte taiyo
Subete mendokusai
Mou daretomo kakawari taku naiyo
Homete ura dewa
Kageguchi matsuri shinyou deki naiyo
Uze shi daikirai
Demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirainano
Sono ikiyoi de ii
Utsu kara ha nigereba iikara
Nanno tameni ikite iruno
Omae nanka no dorei jyanaino
Hajikeru youna deai mo naishi
Maa deatta toko de komyushou dashi
Akogare nimo ooitsuke nakute
Atama no naka de nodo wo karashite
Kyomu ga shinyu
Oya katta naifu
Jirai de kutsuu
Saite no futsu
Kyomu ga shinyu
Oya katta naifu
Jirai de kutsuu
Jibun nari no tanoshimi kata de mondai nai
Subete mendokusai
Mou daretomo kakawari taku naiyo
Homete ura dewa
Kageguchi matsuri shinyou deki naiyo
Uze shi daikirai
Demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirainano
Sono ikiyoi de ii
Utsu kara ha nigereba iikara
[Japanese:]
ここまで息してお疲れ様 いいよ、人権なんて存在しない
既に視線に殺された 明るい僕の首を絞めた
「本当にいいの？それで」心臓の鼓動は壊れてるの
心の底から笑ってたいよ
全て面倒くさい もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では 陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。
「何の為に生きているの？」
「お前なんかの奴隷じゃないの」
弾けるような出会いもないし
まあ出会った所でコミュ症だし
憧れにも追いつけなくて
頭の中で喉を枯らして
虚無が親友 親、カッターナイフ
地雷で苦痛 最低の普通
虚無が親友 親、カッターナイフ 地雷で苦痛
自分なりの楽しみ方で問題ない
全て面倒くさい もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では 陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。
[English translation:]
You lived until now, good job.
Well, "human right" never existed.
Being killed by other's eye.
They hanged me, who used to be energetic.
"Are you sure? Having a life like that?"
My heart is broken and stopped beating.
I want to laugh from the bottom of my heart.
Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
They talk shit behind me. Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.
"What am I living for?"
"I'm not your slave."
Never encountered people who can set me free.
Well, even if I met someone, communication disability.
Not able to chase after anyone.
I can't come up with any word in my mind.
Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mine sweeping.
"Acting normal", it's the worst.
Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mines weeping.
Just make yourself happy. However you want.
Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
They talk shit behind me. Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.
