"i'm still bleeding but i'm glad to be your alibi" lyrics

More than I deserve
Less than I provide
I'm just a memory you'll grow to compartmentalize
A blessing and a curse
Love is just a knife
I'm still bleeding but I'm glad to be your alibi

I'm not mad cause I deserve it
I reach out and it keeps hurting
Trial by fire and I'll keep burning
Again and again and again and again

I'm bad at letting go
I'm battling the instinct
I'll settle for your ghost
Cause I'll never get the real thing
A subtle overdose
Just hoping that you'd miss me
I keep trying and you're growing to resent me
I don't know where to go
But you know where to find me
So close the envelope
But leave it open slightly
I guess we'll never know
Fell victim of the timing
Hindsight hurts when you see the silver lining

You're a chemical
I'm the addict type
I would gladly lose it all if I could feel the high
Put me in a hearse
If I'm by your side
If you don't like it I don't wanna cross the finish line

I'm not mad because you're perfect
I reach out cause you deserve it
Trial by fire and I'll keep burning
Again and again and again and again

I'm bad at letting go
I'm battling the instinct
I'll settle for your ghost
Cause I'll never get the real thing
A subtle overdose
Just hoping that you'd miss me
I keep trying and you're growing to resent me
I don't know where to go
But you know where to find me
So close the envelope
But leave it open slightly
I guess we'll never know
Fell victim of the timing
Hindsight hurts when you see the silver lining