"a nice place to visit" lyrics

Yeah had to go back out west
Had to keep my bags light
Chemicals in my psych
Why this shit feel so right?
She was up in my arms
Now she up on a flight
Said
You would never leave my side
Said it was to the grave

I been tryna change my ways
Swear I been tryna change my life
They don't know what it's like
Laying awake all night
Yeah running away from love
Running straight to my cup
Time to head back out west
Maybe I'll be in touch

Yeah covered my heart in gold
Put a smile on for the shows
When they ask me how I'm doing, never been happier I'm told
They tryna bring me home
I just need one more high
Ay promise it's not a lie when I say I'm done forever this time

Yeah I got pain inside but feel like why? Why should I cry
Thinking about my dead homies like why? Why didn't I die
How can I feel love when I can't even feel okay
How can I feel anything when I I can't feel my face

Giving away my heart
Prolly ain't too much left
But for you I'd give my last piece, don't need none for myself
Drinking my way to hell tryna find my way to heaven
So make this moment count, I could be gone at any second

Doc going through my wreckage
Hoping he find a message
But every time we talk I'm only left with just more questions
Emotionally never present
Do I hide or grab my weapons?
Only peace I know is when I'm high or in the desert

Yeah had to go back out west
Had to keep my bags light
Chemicals in my psych
Why this shit feel so right?
She was up in my arms
Now she up on a flight
Said
You would never leave my side
Said it was to the grave

I been tryna change my ways
Swear I been tryna change my life
They don't know what it's like
Laying awake all night
Yeah running away from love
Running straight to my cup
Time to head back out west
Maybe I'll be in touch