"marlboro country" lyrics

Yea I'm on a whole 'nother vibe
I'm on a whole 'nother high
I've accepted what it is
Fuck it I'm ready to die
They on a whole 'nother side
No, they ain't in my gang
Can we do something real for once?
Please just call me by name

Sick and tired of the fame
Sick and tired of the stage
Sick and tired of the shame
Sick and tired of the blame
I got my own fuck-ups
It's generational shit
These marks on me they permanent
There's no erasing this shit

Got no faith in a bitch
For that I might blame my mom
I got sweat in my palms
Hope these meds make me calm
Ain't too much that I'm sold on
Can barely see, I'm so gone
Please love me despite me
Baby just keep

Keep holding on
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
Keep holding on

Yea tryna hide how I feel
Way too high off pills
I can't tell what's real
You can tell I'm ill
You can tell I'm hurt
You can tell I'm damaged
If there's anything left I promise you can have it

Here I go with the same shit
Wondering why I'm in the same fit
'Cause I can never stop working
Baby that's when the pain hits
Say a bar, make the game shift
New heights on the same cliff
I keep promising to change
But all I ever do is shape-shift

Yea in my room and I'm pacing
Take the pills, try to space 'em
I don't mean to leave you waiting
Baby, look I'm 'a need your fucking patience
This a dragon I'm chasing
And it's the devil I'm racing

Yea I can show you how to shut down
I can show you how to get tough
But asking me for affection, I'm sorry baby that's too much
Plenty tears on my shoulder bone
Keeping hope I'm getting close to home
Always right where I should be, so I guess I'll keep

Keep holding on
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
Keep holding on

Yea tryna hide how I feel
Way too high off pills
I can't tell what's real
You can tell I'm ill
You can tell I'm hurt
You can tell I'm damaged
If there's anything left I promise you can have it

Keep holding on
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
Keep holding on